The Anxiety of Online "Shopping"

I feel like I am actually completely and utterly insane. Here's why - or at least one of the infinity reasons -


So, I love decorating. Ooh boy do I, but before I do anything I spend hours, months even, figuring out what my next step will be. It gives me such happiness, but there is also a dark-side to this amazingness. The dark-side meaning what comes up must come down and what I come down with is a humungo ** (I make up my own words) anxiety attack. I found this website called http://www.houzz.com/ and it's the greatest site ever.


You get to pick a theme, style, and space. Example : Eclectic Bedroom, Bathroom, Living Room - you ge it.
It will then give you fabulous photos like the ones below... 

If you like what you see, you then add it into your very own "ideabook" and keep it there for reference. It's amazing, and I spend hours on it organizing, adding, shaking from excitement, adding, organizing some more and eventually crying because I have all these great ideas but am too over-whelmed to do any of them.

Maybe it doesn't sound like it's too crazy, but when it goes down....Damn!

** Humungo: Pronounced - Hu as in Who - Mun as in m-u-n in Munchies - Go as in "Green light, GO!"

Say it with me now, Who-Mun-Go. Humungo!
 Definition : Huge



And that is the name of that crazy tune.